I am not doing well!!! Feel anxiety!, feel like everything is falling apart! I start full time 10/10/26! I feel like that once I start back!, that’s all I’ll have?! Where is my happily ever after! So sad!!! Feel all alone! My church cancels services all the time!, I was supposed to be the strong new goer but I don’t have anyone in person to confide in, to pray with. I thought we were supposed to have life more abundantly, but all I pray for is that God would let me go to heaven. Just wanted to be loved by a godly man!, but he doesn’t want to love deeply ever again because God took his first wife home to heaven on June 20, 2019! 7years is completion! I’ve been around for 4! I need a miracle to be prepared for the first day with the students!