Requesting prayer for consistency and honesty with God. To stop giving up when frustrated about my circumstances and feeling like things will not improve. Trying to “be good” and perform instead of having a genuine heart of repentance. Some days I feel connected and ready to yield and others I fall to sin and feel condemned and that judgment is looming. Apathy comes and I battle fighting vs throwing in the towel.
I need help to truly love God and his ways. I know the right words but my heart is tired and weary to live his ways.