My husband is not saved but he grew up going to a Baptist Church and really knows the Bible. He says he is agnostic. We just lost our beloved little 4 lb long haired chihuahua. I’m having such a difficult time forgiving myself because it was my fault she got her little back broken and I had to have her go be with the Lord. I believe that she is there because I truly believe that the Lord will have animals in heaven. That is just my personal belief. My husband cannot forgive me. It’s hard enough living with the thought that my actions caused her death. What happened is that I went to see family and I put her down to try and open the glass door and hold it open to knock on the door. After I knocked, my ex sister in law yelled “come in”. The door was locked and I could not. Her daughter opened the door for us and all of a sudden their two huge dogs ran out and I had to get out of their way. My little dog got scared and ran from me and them. One of them went after her and somehow broke her back. It all happened so quickly. I have nightmares about it. I don’t know if I can get over this myself even as a Christian. My husband says he “hates” me and will NEVER FORGIVE ME. I’m begging your team to please pray that he will come to know and accept Jesus as his Lord and Savior. Also, please pray for complete and utter healing in our relationship and in myself. Thank you so very much. Sincerely, Ladye H.